Tuesday, January 17, 2006
oh crap. that horrible stressful, bleak feeling is coming back again.. NO! i hate feeling this way. was totally low after school yesterdae pls. like after finding out that we had to do permutations tutorial, econs tys and impulse tutorial by the next day. like what the crap. just when i was feeling happy and relieved on sunday cause i thot "yayness. i completed enough work to last me till wed." and then, they had to drop this bomb on us the very next day. WHY? give us a bloody break pls. we're not friggin machines that can work and work all day. i know it's for our own good, but this is really too much to handle. all i think about every single day is "hmm...what work do i have today?" or "have i completed this, this, this and that?" like hello? this is waaay WRONG. life should not just be about studies and school! it should be about fun, laughter, peace and joy. haha. okie. that's kinda wrong too. but still! do u not get my point?! i think all jc students out there agree with me pls. i hope... except, maybe, for those who make studies their passion in life.. then i seriously got nothing to say. argh. okie. if u think i'm done ranting, u're wrong! i got too much to complain about. and school is starting to get too...hm.. what's the word you use to describe something that happens over and over again? monotonous? nah... that's used to describe my singing, i think. or does it have 2 meanings? hmm.whatever. shall check with my GP teacher. (i'm kidding okay.) sobs. life holds no meaning for me anymore. what's the purpose of me being on this earth pls. to hand in tutorials after tutorials after tutorials? bleaghz. no. obviously not. i'm made for greater things. i am put on this earth to help boost the economy thru shopping and watching movies. yes. that's what i'm made to do. not lock myself in my room or library doing my homework! sobs. life is hard. seriously.

okie. i'm done ranting. shall look on the bright side of life now. off to stare at my table lamp. goodbye world.

Friday, January 13, 2006
i'm still ALIVE! barely tho. hee! it has been a workfilled+sleepless+stressful+muddy+
rainy+gloomy+dreary+relativelyhappy week!

okie, let's see now. the week started out quite stressful. the iterative tutorial was absolutely driving me crazee! thank goodness for junqi's tutorial! totally saved my day! it was my "reference" material. hee! i didn't copy okie. onle refered to it when i needed to. :) and like the friggin tutorial+mrs.bloodyfrigginleong was totally stressing me out like nobody's business la! like hello? we're18 years old already pls, stop treating us like some primary one kid. grr. pissing me off.. and poor ruide had to suffer the effects of my stress-filled dae. SORRY! now he thinks i'm some pms-sy person. which is relatively true.. BUT i dun get angry ALL the time.. do i? can't help it if i got a screwed up face which looks pissed all the time. :( and thank goodness for hari raya! went out with dor, jacq and wang! like phew! took my mind off all the horrible assignments for a couple of hours. and we went to eat sakura! haha! my mee goreng! totally missed it! yummy-licious! haven't eaten it in like two and a half weeks! (cause some ppl simply refuse to eat sakura with me...u noe who u are!) yeps. i think the mee goreng was the highlight of my week! and it was quite a fruitful trip for dor(who got her notebook), wang(who got her bag) and jacq(who got her purple wallet!)! quite sad tho. din manage to find a nice pair of sneakers for myself! :( no new shoes this CNY! sobs. tell me if you see a nice pair of shoes k?

yep! that was the end of the fun part of my week. then it was back to assignments again. so, went straight back to my new favourite hangout straight after school on wed. THE LIBRARY. melissa:impulse tutorial, ziyu:physics(s)paper, don: DRQ, ruide: maths hols assignment, me:econs articles. we were students on a mission. mission to get our "mugger of the year2006" award. remember that award? yep. in the end, finished only 1 out of the 12 articles i needed to complete by THAT NIGHT. so had no choice but to pia all the way at night. result? completed 10 articles. hopefully mrs.ang can't count. hee. and i've been having sleepless nights! slept at 3 am for two daes in a row! sadness. serious lack of sleep pls.

then had training on thurs. sloshed around in the mud which smelled like some sewage plant. gross. and we had juniors! 30 of them.had no choice but to make them train in the rain. and xueting kept making us do sprints. hope we didn't turn them off. i mean it was like the first training, and there was rain+mud+lotsofrunning. i would be freaked out. but then again, the batch this year seemed enthusiastic about everything. so maybe there's still a chance!

went bugis with fogey after school todae! wanted to do some shopping, but in the end didn't manage to buy anything. sadness. need retail therapy pls. saw a nice pair of smiley earrings tho! but didn't get it in the end.we shld go back there again another day fogey! went to meet don at kfc after that. our little family outing again. heh! laogong(me), laopo(fogey) and xiaolaupo(don)! hee. quite sad that our extended family couldn't make it tho!:( yeppers! that was my week. much more organised now. but still as busy as ever. sigh.

and i want to watch memoirs of a geisha and in her shoes! i think i'll probably end up watching at princess. $5 per ticket. hee. oooh! and anybody who knows the song that they played for the trailer of "in her shoes", tell me pls! thanks! okie. that's all for now! back to work! still got physics and mechanics assignment. :( argh.

Saturday, January 07, 2006
okie dokie. my life has really been turned upside down and inside out and 360 degrees round and round! like...WOAH! 2006 is one BIG change pls. and it's only the seventh day of the year?? okie, shall tell you more about my whirlwind week.

1)maths teacher: changed.
2)GP teacher: changed.
3)econs teacher: changed.

okie okie. so onle the teachers in my life have been changed.BUT. there's this chain effect cause all of them are so bloody STRICT! it's like back to primary school again where i'm scared of my teachers and my school bag is heavy every single day cause i'll bring everything in case i forget to bring something... know what i mean? yeps. and the worst thing is, my teachers last yr were all so slack, so i thot "okie, nvm about holiday homework, they won't ask for it anyways.." and then suddenly.. WHOOSH! now every single one of them wants to check our holiday homework. great. so now, i have like 2321pieces of maths homework to complete, 1542 pieces of physics homework to do, 5432 pieces of econs to hand in and 4534 pieces of GP stuff to complete. yeps! that takes up about 29 hours of my dae. so, i'm like short of 4 hours everydae to do my homework. not including the time i would need to eat and bathe and sleep. so in actual fact, i'm short of like 10 hours a dae. which means, if someone can make each day lasts 34 hours, i'll be eternally grateful to YOU!!! yep. okie. i'm being a little hysterical now. but i can't help it! this is waaaay too much to handle! and i dun even dare to step out of my house this weekend until i complete every single piece of homework, which is near impossible, which also means i'll be cooped up at home for probably the rest of my life cause i'll never ever finish my homework!!

*takes a deep breath*

that's not all! and last week was only the first week of school! and where was i yesterdae(friday) afternoon? in the friggin school library trying to do my work!!! like woah. first-week-of-sch+fridae+school library+homework= BIG TIME MUGGER. yeps. i guess that's what TJ is about huh? they nurture muggers. great. i should probably make that my full time job this year. and who knows? if i do it well, maybe i'll be awrded a "MUGGER OF THE YEAR 2006" plaque this year? like....YAYness. okie okie. i'm exagerating a whee little bit. but thank goodness there was fogey, daph, junqi, ruide and ailin yesterdae! we tried to squeeze in a little gossip session during our mugger time. i guess mugging can be quite useful at times huh. it keeps u up to date with school gossips. okie, trying to make myself feel better... but NOT WORKING. the point is, how am i going to survive this year?! every teacher wants a piece of us!! and i'm afraid there's not much to go around. i mean, you can have my fats and all, but my brain, sorry, not big enuff to share with all of them pls!

*takes another deep breath*

okie okie. feeling much better now. all the toxicated stuff have been spewed out onto this entry. okie. end of ranting session. back to work now. hope i'll still be alive this time next week to add another entry. goodbye world.