Tuesday, December 27, 2005
hmm...feeling rather low now. not sure of the reason either. and it's not pms. hee. maybe it's school blues. could it be? not sure either. sigh.. was watching sweet home alabama yesterdae, and when reese witherspoon started talking to her dead dog, i started crying like nobody's business pls. hee. okie, i sound like a total loser mans.oh wells, i couldn't help it mah! sigh.. haven't been playing well during trainings and friendly matches either. i have no idea why my stamina and fitness suddenly plummeted so much. it's not as if i havent been going for trainings.. actually, i've gone for almost every training during this hols! sigh.. and i can't seem to do the right things at the right time during a game either. argh! feel so screwed up.and there's another match on wed. altho it's onle a friendly, i'm feeling damn nervous pls. i just feel like i'm going to screw the whole thing up again. sigh.. maybe it's all the junk food i've been eating? then again, maybe not. they can't have such a big impact, can they?sigh.. i guess i just have to train harder then the rest bah.. oh wells, gonna go running with fogey tomm! gonna try to run 8 rounds.. keyword here is TRY. i hope i have enuff determination to make it tho. heh, actually wanted to run to ecp with fog todae.. but in the end, being the pigs that we are, we both went back to slp. haha! quite funny actually.. cannot like that tomm k, fogey? we MUST wake up and RUN! or jog, rather. yeps! hopefully i'll be able to fly on wed. it'll be a miracle tho. but miracles do happen at times huh..heh, too bad it hardly happens to me. okie okie! shall be optimistic! things will get better eventually! life goes on no matter what mah. yepyep! :) good night peepx!

ps: "jacq is my enemy" hee! u noe why jacq... u noe why... :)

Sunday, December 25, 2005
yay! just changed the blogskin! and it's GREEN! okie okie...GREEN and mostly black. hee! don't u just looove GREEN?! :)

anywaes, in case u were living under a rock...it's christmas, people! heh! the time for giving! yep yep! so we should all give, give, give, give, give to.....

VONN! muahahaha!

hee hee. just kidding! anyways, it' been a nice christmas! thanks everyone for all the christmas cards and presents and SMS-es! it really made my dae! went for midnight mass last night! and it was SO crowded! but thank goodness we went an hour earlier! so we could sit comfortably for the next 3 hours!haha! see? it pays to be kiasu! :) felt totally underdressed pls! everyone was wearing some gown or something with heavy make-up and nice hair and all! and what was i wearing?? jeans, t-shirt and a bright red hairband. heh. see what i mean by underdressed? i'm gonna like wear a wedding gown next yr pls! and get david gan to do my hair and make-up and everything! okie.. u all noe i'm kidding right? :)! knowing myself, i'll probably end up in jeans and t-shirt again. hee.

going to my auntie's house to EAT later! ham and roast chicken here i come!! hee. at the rate i'm eating.. i'm gonna be rolling into school when it reopens. but it's okay lah...right? we should indulge once in awhile.. right? RIGHT. :) gonna continue my eating fest thruout this whole week! can't wait to meet up with various ppl!! gonna try to have as much fun as possible before school reopens.. i know i'm gonna regret it tho... all the incomplete homework..SIGH. oh wells, shall worry about that when the time comes! in the mean time, i'm gonna go watch some teevee! the x'mas holiday programs are gooood this year! :) so... have yourselves a merry little christmas yah!

-love

MERRY CHRISTMAS EVERYBODY! :)

Thursday, December 15, 2005
haven't really blogged in a looong while! life is still hard.. but it always is, isn't it? dun get me wrong yah? i'm not depressed or anything, and nothing in my life is really very screwed (except...maybe homework? shall not go into that now tho... hee..), but i guess if life isn't hard and challenging, then it's not really much of a life huh? okie okie. shall not try to sound philosophical now. HEH.


anyways! this week has been a nice week! it's like a meeting-up-with-old-friends week! happy. :) had a mini 4J gathering yesterday. hee.. only about half the class was there. not bad, considering the fact that our first gathering had less than 10 ppl? rather sad huh...heh. went to eat steamboat at marina bay! dun really like that place tho... but i guess it's the company that matters! and actually the food wasn't that bad either! just that the aluminium foil kept getting burnt...and we had to put lots and lots of butter! so it's like we either die from cancer or die from oiliness. or both? yeps, then after that went to town to gai-gai. ended up sitting outide hermes at wheelock there cause starbucks had no space. we were so bored that we started singing.. joyce and me were trying to practice singing "oh, when the saints..." so that we can go busking or carolling or sth. but decided that they'll probably throw eggs at us instead.. hee. in the end we went back to starbucks to lim kopi. yeps! hope we'll all meet again next year, same time same place! heh!


ooh...then met the BBCians today to celebrate wai's b'dae! the girl is finally 17 now.. when the Jan babies are going to be like 18 soon? heh. gathered at sentosa. and tried to play volleyball! we had many imaginary friends playing with us too! (hee. inside joke.) i would say...it was a pretty good attempt...considering that none of us had the proper skills. hee! we took many black-and-white"chio-bu" pictures of ourselves too! haha! something which we'll probably regret in the near future...hee;) went to eat thai express after that! we were all SO hungry! so hungry that mel could have eaten a cow and that i could have eaten her. but it was a nice meal tho! haha! that's all we ever do! EAT together. at least there was a little exercise done in the afternoon tho.. heh. i love the BBCians!


sigh... now, it's time to get started on work! 2 weeks left! ah!! SCARED. need serious help! can't even do integration anymore...and PHYSICS. die. if anyone out there has the physics assignment sheet...do kindly send it to me pls!!! THANKS!! -_-''

Tuesday, December 13, 2005
HAPPY BIRTHDAY BESTIE!
bestie! you're 17 now! time to grow up okie? like seriously...it's about time yah? hee! kidding! enjoy yourself todae yah? u deserve it! it's a special day todae! the day when little baby waizie was born into this world 17 yrs ago! heh heh! okie okie. that sounds weird. but yeps! love ya to BITS AND PIECES! and we've not been meeting much this hols! sobs. remember our promise yah? to meet at the bah chor mee place when we're 70! so that's like....53 yrs from now! hee! besties until we become lao kok koks k! :)