Tuesday, November 29, 2005
life is hard. :(

Monday, November 28, 2005
been at home the whole weekend. been thinking alot the past two days.. was just thinking how much jc life has changed me. although it doesn't seem like much from the outside(if you will just ignore the acne, thank you very much), but on the inside i feel like another person. okie. not a completely whole new person, but yah. just different. i guess what has changed me most is actually touch rugby. i knoe it's just a cca, but thruout the whole process, i have gained lots of experiences. take competitions for example. i never knew that i had such a strong desire to win something. all thru my life, i've always had a heck care attitude. something like "if dun win, den nvm lor. just a game only what, what's the big deal?". but it's different now. i actually feel passionate about something. something which i never had in the past. i can still remember when we got back our personality test at the beginning of the year. my test showed that i was more on the introverted side and had practically no leadership qualities in me whatsoever. but now, although i'm still no social butterfly(or whatever u call it), i can at least say that, i've broken a large part of the barrier that i've built up around me.. so there's like little windows in the barriers now. hee. yeps.


ooookie. that was a rather serious entry.. i have no idea why the sudden reflection, but yah. just feel that life is full of ups and downs. but i guess as long as u dun give up hope, things will take a turn for the better eventually... no one can stay down forever. so, all u ppl out there who is feeling down now, dun worry! things will get better sooner or later! yeps. okie. sorry if the entry totally bored u to death... BUT! too bad! it's my blog, and i can do whatever i want to do! hee! just kidding. :)


ps: wai, dor, joyce, xl, xt, lei, mel, jacq, kang, chew, yeye, wang, banana! if u actually read my blog, just want to say, i MISS ALL OF YOU! pls meet up soon! and i'm not just saying that to be nice and friendly, but i really do miss all of u yah? i'm like suffering from withdrawal symptoms from not seeing u ppl. hee. :)

Friday, November 25, 2005
whee!!! just came back from sports camp! i never thot i would say this in a million years, but i actually really thouroughy enjoyed the whole thing! we spent the first day in school and three days in a rainforest in kota tinggi. we played amazing race, trekked thru the rainforest, cooked our own food in the rainforest(tried to. hee. but it rained halfway..), night trekked, played in the stream, pee-ed in the trees(hee), slept under the stars and climbed a mountain(i think? or was it a hill?)! yeps! i felt like a happy little kampong girl! :) heh heh! and i love my group too! we're the apple tHrees(glenda, raymond, yongqi,edward,honsiang, feifan, niying and me!)! hee. shall put up the pictures another dae, when niying sends it over! but sadly, glenda had to go home on the first dae... then it was left with niying and me and the rest of the guys. so me and niying actually had the whole four-men tent to ourselves! hee! we call it our mansion! but we decided it was too big, so cheryl came to crash our tent! she's supposedly the "maid" of the tent. hee! night trekking was fun! heh heh. i think cause i was feeling high that night! trees turn me on or sth. heh heh! raymond, yongqi and me self-entertained ourselves thruout the whole walk! if not we would all have fallen asleep or sth! it was like 10 or 11pm? and we had a looong day. so we had no choice but to keep ourselves awake or we would have probably rolled down some cliff or sth. hee! playing in the stream was fun too! the water was COLD! caryn, qiutong, ailin, ruijing, yilin and me were like sliding all over the place cause the rocks were super slippery! and there was a slide there! haha! not very natural i know.. but it was a source of entertainment! and i'm bruised all over now... thanks to ben(the bull) and his fellow helpers(couldn't figure out who they were in all the commotion)! they practically threw me down the slide. ouch. got a big big bruise on my thigh now... ooooh! and climbing up the "mountain" was challenging! we were on top of the world! it was a pretty pretty sight! nice. and i got sucked by a leech! hee, but so did everybody else! heh heh! it was like "leech mountain" or sth! eeew. finally home now! gonna miss the whole experience! but i'm glad to be back in civilisation! clean water and proper toilets! yay!

Friday, November 18, 2005
hmm... it's been a looong week. a crazee week. shall elaborate another day. too tired to type much now. tomoro's gonna be another busy dae. meet up soon ppl! u noe who you are! :)

Saturday, November 12, 2005
it's saturday! another week has just flew by. freeeaaaky... not trying to scare anyone or anything.. but before u know it, the hols might be over already! just a thought there. stayed home today! finally got down to clearing my room. it's all nice and tidy now! great sense of accomplishment. :) hee. ppl should clear their rooms once in a while, it's thearpeutic! newaes, just to recap the past two daes:


thursdae
had lecture in the morn. only 7 ppl from 0605 turned up! was planning to oversleep actually.. but woke up on time instead..sigh. then went to eat popeye's with daph, qt and zy. YUMMY! that place brings back memories of studying.. hee. good or bad? i have no idea. after that had steamboat+bbq+moviemarathon+slpover in the evening! daph, qiutong, ziyu, junqi, don, marc, ruide and ced came. i think we woke up the whole neighbourhood pls. super noisy! it's a miracle nobody called the police. ziyu, ruide and ced went home around 12, while the rest of us watched innocent steps. it was suppose to be a super sad show. but it was rather hard to be in an emotional state when someone was snoring in the background! shall not name who... hee! don and marc were suppose to go home after the show, but the two pigs fell asleep in the end! and they ba zhan one mattress and bed all by themselves! the four of us had to squeeze on one bed lah! what is this mans?! by 4am and badly in need of sleep, i had to steal don's blanket in order to make him give up my bed pls! tsk tsk. heh. that's wad a lack of sleep does to a person.. hee. finally, it was 2 to a bed! ah...sleep.


fridae
don and marc left around 7 for training when the rest of us were still sleeping. and don accidentally took qt specs by mistake while marc forgot his wallet.tsk tsk. poor qt was rather perturbed when she woke up to find that she was half blind. haha! in the end, had to meet them for lunch to exchange goods. met ruide+gf, marc+gf, don and ced at TM after their training to have lunch! it felt like one big happy family! nice.(: after that everyone went their separate ways... and qt and me had to go back to school for training.....again.

ps: wished u were there fogey! u were greatly missed! :(

Wednesday, November 09, 2005
oookie. legs are not feeling any better. nearly died during training todae. muscles were probably going to tear and my lungs almost burst. heh! EXAGGERATING again! but yah... it's not too far from the truth tho! this is wad three daes of training does to a person. OH! and after spending like three daes with touch ruggers, i have learnt one new thing! touch ruggers are really full of shit, and i mean it literally. heh heh. okie okie. shan't go into details there. :)

and YAY! PW is OFFICIALLY over! FINALLY. no more researching and feeling stressed out about some rubbish project. it has been a looong battle. well done people. heh heh. i think i might actually miss my pw group! hee. but wadeva la, we'll still see each other in class anywaes. :)

sigh. it's like after promos already, but people seem to be busier than ever! it's even harder to meet up now than before. especially the bbcians. wai has work, joyce and lei have many trainings, xl has school plus work and xt and mel are going to do OCIP! and that only leaves dor who is free! but the kuku girl rather have a class outing than spend her time with me! terrible girl. tsk tsk. oh wells. distance might make the heart grow fonder? hee. okie, another grossly cliche phrase. :)

okie la, shall end here now. still have to wake up super duper early for lecture tomm. life is hard. sigh. and i havent done my tutorial!!!

nights ppl! sleep tight! :)

my legs are not mine anymore. they feel like porridge! sadness. aching all over actually. from my arms, to my stomach to my legs to my feet. ouch. had training yesterdae, and friendly with westview primary sch todae! but that's not all! there's still training tomm n fri! okie.. wish me lucks man. i'll probably be on a wheelchair by the end of this week. but todae was quite fun! altho we lost to P6 boys.. hee! but no joke k! they're like FAST and furious! and i mean fast! they swerve around like they've got no bones or sth. and they side-stepped like there's no tomm. heh. yeps. ooh! and we played with P4 boys too! haha! SUPER CUTE! they're like rellee tiny! and they run around super fast! they could've probably ran under my legs or sth. kk. exaggerating a little. but u get my point la. oh yah, there was also this malay girl, abt 3 or 4 yrs old, running around half naked on the field. haha! i think she was suicidal or sth. (she ran onto the field when balls were flying all over the place!)what's the world coming to? heh! okie okie. shan't rant on further!

that's about all! just another dae of touch ruggy. nites people!


ps: my tagboard has some major problem... any kind soul out there who wants to lend me a helping hand? pweety pleease? :)

Sunday, November 06, 2005
whee....! the blog is more or less done! yep yep! can officially start blogging properly now! hmm... it's been a loooong time since i blogged.. maybe like 3 years ago? oh wells.

stayed at home todae! had to complete I&R. at least it's all done now! PW is finally going to be over soon! :) it's like a whole load lifted off my shoulders pls. finally.

yeps.. guess that's about all that happened todae, except of course, there was the creation of this blog too. okie. gonna take my nap now! need sleep. altho i've been sleeping for like 10 hours everydae. oooh wellls. that's wad hols are for! tatas!

PS: hey fogey. jiayou for I&R. let ur creative juices flow :)
(heh. i kept my promise eh! another guest appearance for u)

heh heh! got a blog....AGAIN. wonder how looong this will last this time...oh wells... stay tune to find out? okie okie... grossly cliche. anywaes, love u fogey! this blog is counting on u for maintainence! :)